Trying to let go
It's been a long few weeks. Some good things have happened (actually, many good things have happened), and some bad things (though looking back now appear minor in scale). The main thing I have learned is that I need to let go. Mainly, let go of my anxiety, and I have a lot. Money, kids, self, marriage, work, career, time all cloud my head. It's a heavy burden when you are the main bread winner to be everything to everyone. That said, I am starting to feel more secure in my relationship. I think we are on a better path. I just hope she knows how much I love her, and how much I just want to wrap her in my arms and fight the demons away. Even for a moment.