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The end of anxiety, or how I learned to love who I am

It's been a while since I posted anything. There has been a lot to do with work, and with the family, and with my own relationship issues that I have just not felt like writing. However, all of these things have made look at myself at my own failings, and what I need to do to change them. We've been in a rut. We haven't been enjoying ourselves. I think a lot of that has been to financial pressure, but I also think I let my depression get in the way of a lot of my happiness. I haven't dealt with my depression very well. In fact, I usually ignore it. I have other people to take care of. People who need me to be strong, alert, confident, and a provider. The problem is that when you don't deal properly with your depression, it becomes harder to let go of it when you finally realize that you need to. My wife has been an excellent partner - more than she thinks she has. She has been there when I have needed her, and she has taught me a lot about myself. How I can